Rose & Muffins

It all started with a want,
A wish to be with the need,
The one, for whom I always greed,
And so what happened,
I get drowned in the sea of my own deed.

After a gap of many years like days,
I finally decided
to propose her in one way
Keeping my love, trust, attention

and faith sands
all with a red rose in my hands.

The next day came, and life
Played the best ever game,
We all were in a cafe
I was all ready,
With that rose, having everything of my own built.

I ordered 8 muffins,
For all we 18eens,
And there came the 9th one,
In our herd of one angel, and rest boy maids.

I didn't know
The late comer, and early opportunist,
Had already took the place,
For Whom I was craving
Since 2 years,
That moment took away all the peace!!

My best buddy, told
Me every truth of her with his one sad smile,.
I was heart broken inside,
Crying insanely within,
I left the rose near the corridor of the flop cafe, &
threw away the muffin.

And finally the mock,
Arrived in my life of day to day cravings,
Not only for love
But also,
For food and fresh air,.
Looking keenly at her eyes,
And moving sadly in the road,
A severe accident happened
,Which took away my eyesight.

Isn't it too funny,
I was only blind for love,
Which destined me to be blind
Forever,
God well played,
Well played,
I Asked, to give me a place,
In her heart,
And I wanted to be the only exception,
And you cleverly did it!!
I ain't but she became...

Shiva rajak
64th poem.
20 Sept{2018
2:07 pm

Word meanings
Muffin-- cake
Greed -- something you seriously need
Deed-- works that you already done.
Sands-- here sand word has its essence of slipping away from hands,
built--everything of mine that I created myself like my nature.
9th one-- the unknown boy who came as we went to the cafe.